Dayum

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s being ignored. …… Also, hungry. But that’s a different story. A dramadey if I do say so myself.

What I would give.

To drown you in sleep.

I’ve fallen out of sync with music. It used to be that I could just connect ….. But now it’s more of a chore. I cant stand how distant I feel from the one thing I’ve always been so close to. It was something I knew that I could always count on …. And now it’s gone. Im scared …. And lost. It feels like a part of me is so lost, and yet I cant find a way to be found.

Stupid Shit.

I realized a few days ago that …. nothing is definite and nothing is indefinite. In this existence there is one thing that separates reality from illusions … it’s possibility. In an illusion everything is definite … we cant change our illusion because it’s something that was made by us. However, reality…. has possibilities. Just like with protons, neutrons, and electrons … there’s a possibility of them existing at certain times places and levels. I feel the same thing is true of everything now. It really kind of freaks me out. FML and my imagination.

What a privilege, to be let down so elaborately